Unlike all of my dull dull holidays, this was definitely the coolest, as in real nice, beginning for a very very usual school-term-holiday. =D

For those who doesn't know, the F5A '09 batch (minus 4) went to the finest hotel in Brunei, The Empire Hotel and Country Club, for our class activity. This is the kinda stuff graduate classes get to go through in return for the hard and stressful exam times. The $14 + $8(movie) was totally worth it for the bond we've created between each other, at least between the few I've bonded with.

At first we all gathered at around 3pm on 21st of March 2009 at the lobby of the hotel with most of them roaming all around the hotel (we don't want to be too high profile cause 37 people in two rooms? We'll totally be busted if people knew) Zen zen jie jie and Arsia checked in for us and we all should be happy she was there cause she got us rooms with special rates and paid for the $600 deposit. ( We all had no idea that they collect deposits.) So, thank you, zen zen jie jie for that =)

We all moved into the rooms and went swimming after that. We swam in the pool and later moved to the artificial sea where we all had cool wet fun. There were only half of the class there cause the rest decided they'll go somewhere else, but i couldn't care less cause we were already having much fun there.

Back to the hotel we went when it was getting dark and we took turns showering. It was then Irene told me that the safe wasn't working and so i called the "express" service which solved the problem after everyone finished showering. ( lemme see... there was A LOT showering that time i tell you). We had dinner which consisted of mostly Pop Mees and Maggis but I was quite satisfied with that =) The guys and some girls gambled ( WTH!!) in the other room while some played PSPs and watched TV. Cindy and I took some photos which we were quite satisfied of but anyways the good part happened next.

After much nonsense, Cindy and Ness grabbed me and a few guys who were suppose to be watching out for us to the near by pool. We dipped our legs into the amazingly warm pool and talked with beautiful stars shinning right above us. Not lying here. They are seriously glittering and shinning and it was my first time star-gazing. We talked for hours and more people joined later. Random people who i never expected that I'd talked to join us and just starting talking about everything. From school, to relationships and friends to ambitions. We really talked a lot. Still the most amazing thing there was the stars. They are just to pretty to just be mentioned once in my post. The night was just too beautiful that I have no idea how to make it as beautiful in words. i guess only Cindy knows what I'm talking about here right? We bonded the most that night. I was practically hanging out with her the whole night from i don't know when till the next morning.

We went for a movie later, The Race to Witch Mountain, at 12am sharp, we took one whole row. Rui yee and her friends who went there too were in the other row. Some people form another school were also there spoiling the whole "our" time. But never mind. The movie was great and it reminded me about the stars again since it's about aliens and stuff like that.

The movie lasted for about 2 hours and Cindy wanted to go star-gazing again. We did, with Mel and different bodyguards then, and just stayed for a while. The stars were seriously more shiny then but they faded away slowly. And wuu~ i saw a shooting star. But this was nothing compared to what Mel, Arsia and Xue Yu saw. They saw three la. So cool. But i should appreciate what i saw cause Cin din see any =P

We went back and some girls were already sleeping like babies in the girls room whereas the guys being very smelly, like their room, were wrestling there in their room. Cindy, Mel and I went to the lobby to chat and poor Mel, she got so tired she din notice Cindy taking a very funny video of her hopping in her sleeping bag back to hotel room. It was really really funny. So, there we were, Cindy and I talking about "stuff" and going on the Internet after Shirley and Richard and other people where Cindy posted stuff on her blog.

After that we went back and the guys were still watching football, tho a few broke down and slept already. We went out to the balcony and gazed at stars which was now above the sea and beach, this time with other people who were awake accompanied by the sounds of waved hitting on the shore and the songs Arsia played on which after awhile appeared to be Eu Kean's phone. XD It spoilt the whole quite and calm atmosphere when the song stopped playing because Ukean wanted his phone back. Anyways... Really nice moments there.

And yea. i forgot to mention that we all played spy that night creeping from balcony to balcony on the narrow step in between. That was fun. But we din get to capture anyone doing that. Sad =\

Later we went to see the slow but wonderful sun rise with a whole bunch of people. Ivan, Cindy and I took the wrong path earlier but still manage to get back in time to experience the sunrise together with everyone. We even managed to see clouds in the shape of an elephant which later became a tortoise right on the horizon which was a very cool scene in front of the crimson-gradient-ed blue sky.

After sunrise, we all headed back to the hotel and went each others way to do different other stuffs. I tried to take a nap but failed because it was too noisy and the smell of Vicky's pop me made my tummy grumbly. So i went to eat my Maggi =D. Later we went to the pool and ''boiled" ourselves in the Jacuzzi. After that we did nothing special liao. we got ready, took group photos at the lowest level of the main building and left.

To conclude. It was over-all the best moment so far this year =)

Signing off now.
Take care~
Bye.

Where is the love?

No matter how many times i listen to this song... I won't get tired of it. The meaning it possesses it so strong so real. Check it out yourself y'all.

Where is the Love - Black Eyed Peas Feat. Justin

What's wrong with the world mama?
People living like aint got no mamas
I think the whole worlds addicted to the drama
Only attracted to the things that bring you trauma
Overseas yeah we tryin to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin
In the USA the big CIA the Bloodz and the Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And if you hatin you're bound to get irate
Yeah madness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
You gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love y'all

People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father Father Father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love?(where is the lovex3)(the love2x)

It just ain't the same all ways have changed
New days are strange is the world the insane?
If love and peace so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations dropping bombs
Chemical gases filling lungs of little ones
With ongoing suffering
As the youth die young
So ask yourself is the loving really strong?
So I can ask myself really what is going wrong
With this world that we living in
People keep on giving in
Makin wrong decisions
Only visions of them livin and
Not respecting each other
Deny thy brother
The wars' going on but the reasons' undercover
The truth is kept secret
Swept under the rug
If you never know truth
Then you never know love
Where's the love y'all?(I don't know)
Where's the truth y'all?(I don't know)
Where's the love y'all?

People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father father father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love?(where is the lovex3)(the lovex2)

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm getting older y'all people get colder
Most of us only care about money makin
Selfishness got us followin the wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting their young minds faster than bacteria
Kids wanna act like what the see in the cinema
Whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness and equality
Instead of spreading love, we're spreading anomosity
Lack of understanding, leading us away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feeling under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feeling down
It's no wonder why sometimes I'm feeling under
I gotta keep my faith alive, until love is found

People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father Father Father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love?(fade)

High not crazy

Yeah! I'm can finally blog now after such a long time of not-blogging. =)

Guess i should apologize, huh? For those who has been coming in daily, I ask for your sincere forgiveness. ayer~ so angmo!

Anyways, events suceeded one after another for the past two weeks. or is it three? hmm.. not sure. It was honestly a very busy week for me. I mean, studies and tests not too mention my piling homework? My life will be so much relaxing if it wasn't for those stressful stuffs. You can definately understand the feeling i was feeling if you are or were a student before. Especially if you are a student here in CHMS and not one in those learning-is-fun kinda school. No offence here tho. =)
The feeling we had after our last test was undiscribable. Well, at least mine was like that. It was like "Ow yea~ Tests are over! Woohoo. Celebration time everybody." Who knows, the celebration part had to be delayed time after time because aparently i'm surrounded by busy people who still has tuition after test. Yea, I'm talking bout you, you-know-who-you are! So i guess i'll just have to wait till Saturday, the day for all of us to forget about sleeping and just have fun thru out the whole day and night!

Speaking of which, we're going to sleepover in The Empire and Country Club for this coming satuday night. Most of the people in our class seems to be rather excited for this sleepover thing. I, on the contrary, feels okay only, sadly, not sure why tho. Maybe it's like what Lee Lee said 希望越大，失望越大。So, Imma just keep this okay feeling until something really fun happens that day. Hope everything goes well tho, me and Irene will be dead-meat if anything bad were to happen. NamoAmitabha x100~

Let's now turn back the hands of time and see what i've done one the 6th of March this year.

CHMS Environmental Wall Painting Competition 2009

The 1st place winner

F5C

so cute~=)

The 2nd place winner

F5Sc

Ours!

=)

The happy place

Squirrel who used to have powerpuff girls' eye.

Shrek XD

The flowers

The masterpieces of me and Elaine =)

Don't get the wronf idea.

It's suppose to be:

If you don't save her, who will?

her= mother nature.

My original sketch

the very cool thermometer

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One of the normal school days.

I have no idea what this guys did to make me do the below to him.

the wo-"man"

XD

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the pretty pretty drug i took the other week

=D

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"The 'new' earth stinks," says the 'macromolecule'

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This few days, my mother keep nagging me about how i am always so tired and inactive. She can tell because i'm always sleeping in the car and constantly, i fall asleep while watching tv. Well, the reason why i always sleep during car rides is because of the bright blazing sun that just has to blind my eyes. You know how our eyelids will always maintain half open when it's bright (like garfield), yea, doing that for the whole half an hour really gives me the headaches and therefore I will always choose to just close my eyes and sleep~! She finds me sleeping all the time because we always go fetching Happi at 4.45 pm, the exact time the sun shoots it's crazy hot rays 180 degrees to our eyes! Imagine how anyone's gonna cope with that, opening their eyes wide. Chew~

As for watching Tv.. it was just that once or twice. Well the first one doesn't count cause it was 11.00 pm then. The last one was just now. We had cleaning campaign in the morning, knocking off in the afternoon is nothing to be guilty about right? Hahaha, always snoozing might also be because of how "high" i always am in school, right Leeli? =p

Guess that's all for today!

Ciao~

Your smile is amazing~

There were so much happenings last weeks. Good ones, bad ones, good-for-me-but-bad-for-you ones, vice versa, etc.

Just gonna roughly go thru everything. I mean really roughly!

There were definitely lots of photo-takings cause we were literally out of school for the whole week. But too bad, I'm not gonna upload any because of the following reasons:
1) It'll take ages to upload every one of them here.
2)I don't think I looked good X)
3)All the photos aren't with me.
4)I'm just plain lazy!
Nevertheless, we had fun la.


I (in a random manner):
- cracked stupid jokes, especially when I'm with Lee Lee.
- shared secrets with "people" (quite a few people. very unexpectedly. don't think i can tell. P.s. ur secret wasn't shared with anyone at all, you-know-who-you-are!)
- sweat-ed like a polar bear in the Sahara desert under the blazing sun ( will they even survive?)
- found out that people aren't usually what they seemed to be (found this out today. It was like " WOW! I can't believe this is you!")
- did a rather satisfying design masterpiece for the shirt thing (not sure if people agree on it tho. I have Rui Yee to worry about that =D)
- had my internal organs going upside-down and inside-out because of somebody. Hate but love the feeling. ** (what am i saying??)
- been in a fight quarrel with close friends but managed to restore peace afterwards. ( the sad part)
- became "milo" ( also quite sad)
- went to movies and yam-cha with my very kind wu da jie
- missed my darling wu san jie~
- skyped my darling wu san jie~
- accused my niece several times for being "illegally" cute at most times.
- ( whoa, this one truly very sad) got scolded like "猪头饼" by my very dear mother because of a spoilt brat who tends to get onto my nerves every time i talk to her. She got worse treatments from the queen tho, and I do feel sorry for that for a while before the queen decided that I was HAPPY for her cruel treatment towards the spoilt brat. But i love them anyways, both queen and brat.
- cried my eyes out because of the above incident. ( i was almost able to keep a record for not crying for a year leh! Hai~ I'll just treat it as a chance to clean my eyes then.)
- got sick just this morning. ( sore throat ah, cannot even LOL. but, i like to LOL o...=( )
- having a horrible headache now.
- finished my homework today.(I'm a nerd. ahahahaha~ )
- watched funny funny very funny videos on youtube ( Teehee~)
- cleared my table ( getting boring now)
- replied stuff on facebook. ( really boring liao. Change topic!)

Let's see what i didn't do last week.
I didn't:
- update nor upload my phone ( still consists of events from last year)
- study anything ( I'm 1/2 nerd then~)
- do any homework last week. (1/4 nerd)
- feel excited when we went out on Sunday ( it just isn't same without her)
- have anything good to do when i was at home
- blog
- practice guitar until 2 days before lesson.
- hear Izan on the radio until yesterday. ( the new DJ has somewhat the same intonation with Izan. I think she's Amy?!)
- keep my vision straight longer. ** ( it's like 1 sec saja then 'piu', i looked away)
- download the song "fading like a flower" ( one of the oldies that i like. Every time i see you, oh, i try to look away~)
- keep track of time and date.
- know what else to write. Hence, I end my post here.

再见～

** means " You don't need to know the details!"

I don't want to hear it from people, I want to hear it from you! ~

I was just a cell~

It is amazing how everyone everything started so small, so itsy bitsy teeny weeny small, who knows in just a blink of an eye, they can multiply itself into such complex sophisticated organisms. It's just remarkable how things work here on earth.


It's like we think we know "what's" gonna happen but good-all-faith just likes to twist things round a little bit, making every second of our lifes unexpectedly suprising and challenging.


It's kind of funny how some people would just go " I know that that's gonna happen later" like they are really some briliant predictor but when later comes, everything just went out of his prediction. Just a "haha" for him i guess.


No offence but the following will be just a little thought of my own. Religiously-strong people can just skip the next paragraphs, move on to the end and ignore everything i say here.


I see life as part of a game. A game which none of us could control, unless you live-out your role as one of the "patungs" in "The Game of Life". I think you can say that early, before humans were even created, was the very begining of this game. Yes, "they", the players try their best to make everything go smoothly, make them perfect, the trees the animals - nature! But as we all know, there is always flaw in everything to be done or done. There were even sayings of which they said us, humans, are the most perfect creations of all. But who knows that we could be the one of them to be responsible for destructing our own planet? I think that we're kind of like viruses of a computer, created at first for good, in a rather challenging way, but in the end, the cause of the whole destroying of something.


The disasters happening nowadays seems to me to be not just any obstacle of the game anymore but more of a "game-over" sign of this whole game their playing if the whole "世界末日" was true. Or it could be just a "风水轮流转" thing going on.


Take Brunei for instance, never were there so much natural disasters happening here, but look at it now. It's like the word "Darussalam" lost it's direction or just went expired or something. Look at other countries, like France , not sure if this occured before, but their airport had to be closed down because the wind was too big or something hence causing the aeroplanes not able to lift off. See, another "natural" thing going on there! It could just be another harder obstacle "they" faced in this higher level of game. It really depends on them whether to overcome this challenge or just let it be a "game-over". It's really not up to us to decide, but i believe that we should really help make things better and let viruses have a better name in the future. :.)


Just a little something i wanna share with bloggy and fellow readers. Guess, that's it for today. Have to go catch on with a movie. Ciao!

Tagged~

Tagged by the Cin Cin n the Mel Mel.

Whoever gets tagged has to write 10 things about the person who tagged him/ her.

[Mel]

1.She is in DANCEWORKS!!

2.This girl can do da moves~

3.She is the kind-est person I know.

4.She is a mix of Chinese, Filipino and Indonesian. ( cool, no?)

5.She's supportive!

6.She's good in a lot of stuffs.

7.She can pass an exam even if she studied last minute.

8.She's writes interesting stories.

9.She can be "piang" at times.

10.She's fun to get along with.

[Cindy]

1.She is in DANCEWORKS too!

2.She currently has curly hair.

3.She is a frequent reader.

4.She is good in English.

5.She is the only child in her family.

6.She is a "musical" person.

7.She is a good friend =)

8.Her grand-daddy was a principle.

9.She lives just in front of the school. (Oops! Should i say this?)

10.She has been performing since i barely even know her. =P

The person who got tagged has to write 10 things about himself/ herself.

• -I am a proud to introduce myself to you as "me".
• -I like being myself.
• -They say I'm innovative (oi seh~ [from last year's Eng lesson])
• -I hate doing what i don't like e.g HOME WORKS!
• -I loathe smokers and gamblers.
• -I love anything that has got to do with art.
• -I, sometimes, can find the guts to do ordinary stuffs like making phone calls?!
• -I like to be praised! ( haha.. who doesn't?)
• -I wish to be involved in design-cooperated jobs if i do get one in the future.
• -I'm glad that I'm surrounded by loving friends and families!

At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.

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-YOU!

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Good day mates~ (like what oz says)

Back from Perth for a while now. Didn't really do anything special on CNY or else you consider not celebrating special. Yes, we did have our "reunion" dinner but don't really consider it any special from other dinners or brunches we had during normal days beside the fact that Fiona's ( my 二姐）joining us this time.

During the 1st day of CNY, we actually spent several minutes, as in 30/40 mins, sitting on the bench at the roadside letting our sore feet rest. The only unique thing about that day was the fireworks they had behind their three-month old ferris wheel. The fireworks weren't because of CNY, it was because it was Australia Day. You can hear people on the streets going " Aussie! Aussie! Aussie! Oi! Oi! Oi!" until after the fireworks. That was truly something that i wasn't expecting to experience this CNY. =]

turn you head 90 degress to the left and note the heart-shaped firework

Then after that day, we did other stuff that were most irrelevant to CNY like buying Judy's shelf, table and chair. We spent one whole afternoon putting everything together because apparently they charge if you need help fixing furniture's which cost about $60 per hour. Imagine that for WHOLE AFTERNOON. How lucky we are here in Brunei~ And so, we did everything ourselves and was quite pleased with the result. I actually enjoyed much of the screwing, hammering and, basically, the putting everything together part.

one of the nicest pic of the fireworks

Later that week, my aunt who currently lives in Perth returned from her CNY in Brunei. So we spent about a day and a half with her. Wasn't much of what I'd call "fun" but truly worth it tho, spending the last week together with my sister.

I believe you can say I'm not used to her not being around because of this: That Sunday when we were back home, when the maid tried to wake me up, I kept thinking that she's still there sleeping on her bed beside mine. It was when I open my eyes then I realize that she wasn't there anymore. Ah~ but i guess I'll be ok la. Just constantly wanting to believe that she was just a few hundred centimetres away from me instead of thousands of kilometres. Gonna miss ya wu san jie!

This one looked somewhat like a sun rise behind the mountains

I ended my holiday on Sunday and was back to school on Monday. Never liked waking up so early in the morning, but what can we do? Good thing there's this Korean series early in the morning which acts like an energiser for me for this little period of time, i you get what i mean. =)

Can you see australia?

Having not-that-much homework but enough to make me not feel like doing them. Kept waiting for the next day when i can "discuss" with my classmates. *eyebrows*.

i particularly like this one.

Wu wu wu~ i reactivated my facebook account. Still not really interested but yea, just wanna catch up and see what every one's doing there.

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I don't know about you guys but i have this strong negative feeling for smokers, gamblers and all those who chooses to be involve in any awful activities. Not being proud or anything but, unless it's by force, why would anyone want to do all these crazy stuffs which very obviously brings more pain than gain to one's self? I, personally, don't think that it's cool or awesome or even make other more interested in you. It's just, in a way, some stupid act of low self esteem. We certainly have the right to choose what we want to do but why go for the dark and lonely path? It just get into my nerves when I see people indulging themselves in these standard-lowing acts, especially smokers and gamblers.

I am, in fact, related to a lot of these intensive-gamblers and i do hope one day they can put themselves together and realize how stupid they have been acting for their whole lives, constantly "donating" more than half of their hard-earn money into these dark banks filled with hungry money-eating sharks who actually laugh at the fact that one could be that stupid enough to willingly feed them. Who knows what they have behind all their dices and poker cards? They might be somehow controlled to make sure that you'd never win back your money. Some people might even go into fights with families or friends when they couldn't get the money to gamble. Some might even give up their beloved family and fortune just to have this one second of feeling 爽。 It's just very very stupid to lose everything you once owned just so that you could "play big-kid style".

I'm sorry I really can't find other word to describe these foolish peoples.

Smokers- I just can't help but despise them. I mean, the smoke stinks, it increases your expenses, it turns your teeth yellow, let you have disgusting breathes, makes your lungs go bad and finally kills you. One word- STUPID!

Sorry if i used too much stupid. But they really are, aren't they? Loathe these stupid people who still believes they're cool. End of scorning stupid people.

=D

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I would like to end this post with this picture.

Enjoy!