As the doors to the upcoming chapter of your life opened, you struggled, with so much concern, trying as hard as possible not to be in others' way as you made your way through the uprising crowd going towards similar destinations. Every single move you've made, you had to sense so considerately with your extended metallic arm, not expecting aid from anyone else, as it IS usually accompanied by luck.
Aware or not about the hundreds of focuses on you, slowly, yet intendedly, you twisted the ends of your lips delicately upwards, which to observers was obvious, that it was filled with much uncertainty and fear. It was as if you've sensed compassionate smiles that never were visible to you, that's why you triggered your smile. Nonetheless, all that was actually in front of you were just puzzled faces filled with questions towards your unpredicted action.
It might be because you didn't want people having, in their hyper-active discriminating minds, impressions that you were anyhow alien by the way you had to move and was trying to make peace and harmony. It might be because you were afraid you weren't smiling back to the person who was kind enough to smile to you too. Or, it might be because you were making the most of you efforts to project politeness towards the compassion you sensed people around you was generously giving you, which to you was undesireable. Maybe, that was why doubt filled your smile.
Whatever the reasons are behind your motivational smile (it got me thinkin' a lot, seriously!), I do hope that the life you possess is a remarkable one and may heartwarming smiles from deep inside your heart outshine your smiles of tremble.
May god bless you.
(Not the time to be religion-ist)
