Wow, it's been a real long while since I last blogged. Not sure how I lost my interest in blogging. Maybe cause I finally fessed up to the fact that I don't really like to explain myself. Well, truth be told, it's cause I haven't been the best at elaborating, if you haven't realize it by yourself... (Sometimes the more I try to explain, the more confuse I become... yea.. I'm that terrible at it.)
With that being said, I am more unsure as to why I am putting up a post again right now. Most probably because I don't know who to talk to.. or should I say.. because I don't know who I can NOT talk to...
I don't know if there is such a person out there, but it really would be great to actually have a person who you can go to for some quiet time together... someone who doesn't need you to talk to them... someone who doesn't need your pleasing/entertainment... someone who would just sit quietly with you without ever complaining about how boring you are...
Lol, maybe I'm really just a boring person. But I think I would really appreciate it.
Maybe that's just what I need... a person who doesn't need me to explain what I am feeling, a person who can hear my heart speak... a person who doesn't need my mouth to translate what my heart wants to say... a person who understands what's going through my mind and just be with me...
Hmmm.. maybe the reason why I have very few friends who would share intimate conversations with me is because I myself don't open up to anyone about the things that goes in my life too... lol. Perhaps, I'm just a girl with a man's ego... But I have always been more than happy when people come share their stories with me... hmm. guess I'm selfish in that way?
Well, I guess music's my best resort for now. Although I can't see it... at least its presence is felt much more than my own shadow.
Till next time invisible friends. :)
