stupid useless crybaby

I thought I have grown-up.

I thought I could do better... to be independent.

I thought I was a strong...or at least could be strong enough to not break down.

No.

I was wrong.

Turns out that...

I'm still that stupid useless crybaby all along.

The devil's child

just as i was blogging about it. then it gets worse.. fantastic.

>:'(

I HATE MYSELF. LITERALLY.

MY PRESENCE ALWAYS BRING BAD LUCK TO OTHERS.

IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN.

EVERY TIME I TRY TO COUNTERACT IT, IT JUST GETS WORSE.

UGH!

IF YOU ARE SMART, U WOULD STAY AWAY FROM ME!!

trash can

Hello hello

Long time no see. I know i haven't been entering enough posts to say that Im still maintaining my blog but as if anyone cares. I KNOW NOONE READS MY BLOG ANYMORE SO HAHAHAHA I SHALL SWEAR AND UNLEASH THE WORST SIDEA OF ME HERE! F***YEA! LOL. jk. That's not me. *shy* <--Wtf?!

Ok that was a horribly lame introduction. Forgive me :)
What i really wanna share here is how unhealthy im becoming :( i just keep eating and eating and eating... what's wrong with me?! :( i think i have this 'excessive eating disorder' or what ever you call it cause i just kept on eating :(

Its like im eating out of boredom... maybe i should do something else to keep my mind off food. but so far, i only have interest for movies and dramas and they are not helping me stay away from food :( Ahhhh!!

Im a stupid trash can :(

Sad sad face.

i realise i blog with no structure anymore. whatever. Its not like anyone really reads it anymore.
I miss home.
I'm so random.
I say bye bye.
BYE BYE!