Thought of the day.

她的成熟与成长是被环境所逼的…

Nothing is always what it seems to be.
When the hard way becomes the only way, you have no choice but to learn to be strong.

xoxo,
581

Gratituded

I had so much fun with my friends today. Although I don't really have a complete picture of what we're doing, but I know my day was great because of them! ^^

Love my friends!



My sister Judy is back from Oz to! Can't wait till we do everythig together again :DD



p/s: ure the one with the pig-tails :D

love 581

Realization

I do not agree to many of his ways.
He's just one big dissappointment!
Not trying to solve problems, instead creating more of 'em.
Constantly not being the one I hope he'd be.
Was too far away from my expectations.
How stupid was I to even hope for it to succeed?!
Stupid enough to even have thought that what I thought  was wrong.
So what, if u have so-called "gone thru" a lot for this, those were just too mere of a subject compared to the dissappointment u made me feel again and again.
Call me evil, call me selfish. 
I don think I will care much ( do u think I won't?)
I tried to be nice. I tried not to think so much. I tried to be stubborn with my thoughts.
Just so that things will go fine. However, from what i came to know about u, u just did not turn out to be the one I thought u could be.
The more I get to know you, the more INSECURE I feel.
Wanted to find a softer way to put this, but no, I'm too mad now. Too dissappointed!
The kind of person u made me think u are made me realise that u've not been and will never be the one. 
I don't think I want to even smile at u nomore. :@ ( I'm so lying.)
I might not feel well after all this but at least future unhappiness with u are out of my reach. ( do I really want this?)

I'M SO MAD!!! (or is it sad?) 

Will u do anything to turn this back?

-posted by 581.
evilbecamemygame:( 

Eve.

There are so many IFs in life.
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Will they ever happen?
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What IF they do?
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Will we ever be satisfied?
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If only I could make it all happen...