I'm gonna have a short life. (cont')

Okay, it had been a week or so since the last post (the one that I said I'd continue). Took me some time, but oh well. I do apologize for that tho.

Truth is that there was just too much to do since I've touched down in this Abode of Peace. But let's not dwell on what I did. I need to stick with my topic!

Yea, as I was saying... the suffocation was so awful, i couldn't even sleep laying down. I had to sit up until I miserably fall asleep in that posture. I slept SITTING UP. Yes. I'm not joking. It was quite comfortable tho. Or am I just weird. But yea. That's just how bad it was. But thankfully, everything is back to normal now that my routines are in order again. ^^

ok... I actually had more to say, but seriously, I FORGOT. So, sorry! Don't throw eggs at me.

Love you. Bye!

I'm gonna have a short life.

I have trouble breathing properly these days. And I think I know why.

1. I've been over-eating.
(like still idiotically stuffing myself with food even after I felt full. cause I don't like to waste food = =)

2. The weather turned cold.
(don't know if this contributed to my degrading breathing ability, but yea, I blame the weather for everything. )

3. I don't exercise.
(BUT, I DO sweat, which is healthier than not sweating at all right?)

These are the possible reasons I can come up with but, I'm not really sure what REALLY caused my constant suffocation.

Last night was the worst. I couldn't even sleep because I can't gasp enough air. Well, at least I THINK I wasn't filling up my lung.... (to be continued. cause I gotta run for now. kthxbye!)

Lesson learned.

It is not right for one to expect anything from anyone else.

One should always be prepared for the worst.

One should choose to sacrifice him/herself instead of others.

This is just so YOU can be the BETTER person.

0:)

I'm glad to have realized that today! V (^^,)

SICK!

MAN~ I'm so sick of studying right now!!!!!!!! Not just studying actually. I simply can't find the motivation to do anything now...... D: I need some excitement! D;

Inspiring.

I can't remember anything else that is much more inspiring and motivating than BB.

Although I sound like a crazy fan-girl (very unlikely of me, I must say :\), but they seriously dared me to dream my wildest dreams. Even as much as to the extend that I really want to make these dreams of mine come true.

Whether or not they can be successful, I couldn't care less. At least, I know that I'm enjoying what I'm doing. :)

Fingers crossed I won't lose this enthusiasm too soon. O.O

<3

Dream dream dreams

Since I have started having such big dreams, maybe its time I put the effort into making 'em come true! :D

Yes, This is it.

Yeap. Exactly. um hmm. OK!

My Space!

If I were given an empty room that is big enough, I'd put up full-length dance mirrors on the whole of one wall and equip each corner of the room with loudspeakers. It will have microphones & everything you need to make mind-blowing music, so my peeps and I along with people who have similar interests can do some serious dancing and singing!

On the other wall, I'd like to have rolls and rolls of giant sized papers that can be hung from the very top of the wall. It's gonna be where we can splash buckets of paint and work with truck-load of spray-cans just to unleash our wildest thoughts in incredibly large scales.

Wooo, it'd be cool too to just make the other wall plain white so a projector can project stuff on it. Then we can have endless movie times!

What an awesome room that'd be?! Sigh.... it's gonna be just another dream... until I get to achieve it! ;)

But the only question is HOW?! D: