Confessions

Have you ever wondered what kind of person you really are?
Are you 100% sure the person you think you are is the real you?

I wonder if there ever was a thingamajig that could evaluate every single characteristic of every individual.
If there is so, then the world would be less complicated, don't you think?

I personally am not really sure of the kind of person I really am. Sometimes, I can't even be totally true to my own self. Is it just me or are there other people facing these too?

There are a lot of things that I have no idea why I restricted myself from doing. Even just minor stuff, like starting conversation on Msn with, ummm, I don't know, 'hi-bye' friends just to ask bout daily stuff, like "hey~ how have u been?" or "wuu.. i see your personal message x]", I can never do it. I would rather people come look for me than I look for them. Now that's something I don't find good about myself....

Ionno, could it be that, to me, it is just too wierd to go up to not so friend de people and talk random stuff? Does that make me unfriendly? Am i not friendly? I know i can go to anyone of my classmates and just say something totally random like "hahaha, ur zips down!" (it's just so funny when they think that's real~ hahaha :'D )... But if the 'tie' gets losser than that, I'm sorry, I just can't do that.

*Hey, but that sounds totally normal eh...hahaha... what am i saying? Lemme scratch that whole paragraph.

Ionno, could it be that, to me, it is just too wierd to go up to not so friend de people and talk random stuff? Does that make me unfriendly? Am i not friendly? I know i can go to anyone of my classmates and just say something totally random like "hahaha, ur zips down!" (it's just so funny when they think that's real~ hahaha :'D )... But if the tie gets losser than that, I'm sorry, I just can't do that.

hahaha...

I mean, like starting a conversation with people just to talk bout random stuff, I can't help but to think a lot, like "Will they think I'm annoying?" or "Will they think i come with a purpose?" when I initially just wanted to be friendly. So, in the end, I'd just prefer not to say anything ... Depressing huh?

And when I have troubles or just plainly want to talk bout feelings, I can never go to anyone for consultants. I'd rather just think about it and try my best to forget everything as soon as possible. My friends would say, "don't trust me la isit?''...
well, it's not that i don't trust u but most of the people are like what the pic below says.

I just need time to see whether you are "worthy" enough to lemme confide everything to u, no la, joking. XD

Haha, just wanna see if you really wanna listen de or not. Sometime is just too 死要脸to let ppl know xP

So if you think I have no worries and am a happy-go-lucky person? Man, you're so damn wrong. There's not a person out in this complicated world who doesn't have a tad of a worry in their minds!

Now, that's another down point for me. x( There are much more stuff that I prefer not to do and I have no idea why. It could be like what I've said earlier, too 死要脸~ Sometimes this 死要脸-ness creates a gap between my friends and I, not really liking it lo. What to do? 我就是这样！so, if you wanna be friends with me, you will just have bare with it. xD

But I don't mind listening to other people's problems tho. I am more than happy to lend an ear and let them know that I care. Cause i really do, unless i don't like u~ x)

Just don't make me say what I really don't want to say, I will feel very 为难~ :(
Then again, sometimes, I might tell if you keep on asking!
Hahaha... Whao... How complex am i xD

Hey, I've learnt a new magic trick. I'll show you guys...

Look carefully at these words...

Don't miss any one of it...

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It's 1.49 am. And I'm still awake~

See the title above?
I CANT SLEEP!
I din drink no coffee or tea... Why can't I sleep now?
Isit because there is too much going on my mind?
Hmm...
If there is.. Then what's in this piece of meat of mine leh?
Haha.. Of course I know... And u don't~
It's my brain and not yours how shud u know? Unless ur a mindreader or smth~
LOL. Jahat eh! Just joking x)
Haha..
This staying-up-late makes me hungry... But I'm lazy to go get food now. haha..I know San jie will go: ' you lai liao you lai liao' haha
Ow no~ it's making me bananas too... It's like I'm talking to myself.
Ayer~ zen de shi!

Haha.. Speechless me is gonna sign off in Three... Two... One!
*poof*
581 is now offline.

Prom, Friends and Work + my amazing brain

Hi beautiful people :)
My first day of holiday has finally arrived.
Did totally nothing today, except chatting and eating, so far~
Don't be misdirected, I do have toones of holiday homeworks to finish, one pretty cool in particular tho, just don't feel like doing it today XP
The Bm homework, we actually submit our work to our teachers blog eh~ cool no?
Haha, enough school stuff, don wanna touch school stuff so soon :P

So how's everyone?
I'm currently rotting lo. Haha.
And and and.... I''ve just notice how impatient i can be eh~ tak boleh la!
haha... next next next..

Next topic: Prom

I'm so excited for the upcoming Prom night, that's gonna be held on the 28th of November.
So, chms 09's F5 students ah... Don't balik kampong too soon o. You don wanna miss what we've plan for you guys.
It's gonna be "A Night To Remember" y'all!
You'd be expecting smth pretty much diff from what you've seen before, so do prepared to be amazed~ XD
Haha, tickets will be be open for sale when school reopens so, get those cash ready or feel left out being the only one not buying them tickets! XD
P.S. for those who wanna get a free entrance, now you have an alternative! Just go get us a sponsor of atleast $100 and you can get in for free! =)


People had been talking bout buying prom dresses eh~
Shud i get one too?
The problem is, I have quite a few dresses already in my closet.
I adore one of them quite much... Just that...
I SAW THIS OTHER DRESS WHICH I REALLY WANT O...
Plus, that dress i have, wore it many time liao eh... hai~
Shud i get it?
hmmm...
SHHhhh...da jie, san jie... don mention to mummy i wanna buy another one o..
Later she bomb me ah... hahaha...
Say i waste money again...

Holiday liao eh~.. Er jie's coming back tmr... but a fren is leaving...
It's like gaining and lossing smth at the same time...
hahaha... it's like X) and =( at the same time.. haha
The cool part is that they're going and leaving to the same place eh!
=]

Hung out with friends during "work"!
It's amazingly fun to work with friends who have the same purpose...
The only headache is too get them out of playing their games... -_-
The fun you'll have working with game-addicts XD
LOL.

hmmm.... really worship this brain of mine... The things i can remember with this piece of meat is like only 30% of normal human being.. hahaha.. i can forget so many things!
The reason why i said this is because i really forgot what i wanted to continue blogging about liao..
And it was just a few minutes ago....
Cooll eh~
hahaha

A picture to colour up this post

"Wow, that rainbow's pretty~"
"Should I grab onto that rainbow or should i swing back down?"
"I guess i should swing back down, cause it won't hurt that much when the time comes, cause i know I'm gonna fall in the end anyways. Everybody knows that rainbows don't last long~"
"Let's maintain everything in this pace!"

Lol... random


So i guess this is goodbye now..
See you guys in the next post!
Toodles~

Replies:
Judy: You know how i do~. ;) sounds familiar?!
Cindy: hahah... yes... im 70% kid... hahah.. apparently, I'm moody too...
Jimmy: hi~
Rui: haha.. yeap!

About me!

You Are Not a Snob

In general, you're a very open minded and kind person. There really isn't a snobby bone in your body. You are very accepting. You're not afraid to be who you are... you're proud of your individuality. In truth, you think that snobby people aren't good enough for you!

Are You Snobby?

You Are a Dreamer

You are primarily concerned with possibilities. You tend to be a fanciful person. All of the world's opportunities sometimes overwhelm you. You are obsessed with ideas and tend to be a big thinker. Theories interest you greatly. You crave intellectual stimulation. You are drawn to a philosophical way of life.

Are You a Dreamer or a Doer?

You Are Excited

You are vibrant and lively. You bring passion to everything that you do. You are very animated and energetic. People find you dazzling and charming. Beyond being happy, you are optimistic and enthusiastic. There's so much life to live, and you're eager to experience so much!

What Kind of Happy Are You?

You Are 30% Grown Up, 70% Kid

Emotionally, you are mostly a kid - but you're starting to grow up a little. You are still prone to have moody or bratty behavior. And that's not pleasant. Trying seeing your actions from an outsider's perspective. Remember - only you have the power to make your life better. So go do it!

How Emotionally Mature Are You?

You Have Your Emotions in Check

You are an incredibly stable and happy person. Ever consider being a therapist? You have figured out how to keep a positive outlook, no matter what. You don't have an easier life than anyone else. You just have figured things out a little more.

Can You Keep Your Emotions in Check?

Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Score: 78%

Your Intrapersonal Intelligence is High You have a great understanding of who you are, and your place in the world. You know what path you're on. And you are excited about your future. You're always deepening your inner knowledge and introspection. And enjoying it every step of the way.

How Does Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Rate?

You Are As Cool As They Come

Rational and relaxed, no one could accuse you of being dramatic. You roll with the punches, and nothing ever gets you too worked up. You are able to maintain perspective and see the big picture. And even if you're emotional inside, you don't let it show. You're great at keeping it together, and you're rewarded for that. People see you as an ideal friend, employee, and partner.

Are You a Drama Queen (or King)?

Poker or Not poker.

Yaw people of where-ever are!
Thanks for tuning in again to another post on '' me-is581.blogspot.com ''.

"LOL.. trying to be a Radio DJ, 581??"
"Too ambitious la u... "
"Better stick to your paper and pencil! That way you don't have to embarrass yourself!"

"WhaaaAAaaattt?~ Fine! I like paper and pencil better anyways! XP" replied 581
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C'mon have a laugh~

Even the wise is smiling x]

Hahaha... WTH~
I seriously am jobless for being able to come up with this kinda opening for a post!
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Today's topic: Are people really how they seem to be like?

Some small thing happened just awhile ago...
Apparently you just need a very short while to change your view towards things and people.

It happened like this..
Randomly, a friend of mine popped up a question.
I then anwsered it... giving him/her a very specific answer to his/her question.
The next thing i know, another friend came to me telling me what Friend A said,
which was totally not what I had SPECIFICALLY told him/her earlier...

What the Heck??

This Friend A doesn't look or sound like somebody who would make up stories or put a twist in what people said de leh. But apparently, everything just has to not be what is seems like.


Poker or Not poker?

Well, at first when i heard his/her name, I thought everything was just a short misunderstanding due to some miscommunications...
But then, after thinking it through... hmm...
Really donno how he/she is really like...
I mean I can't read minds?!
Just can't tell if he/she did it on purpose or was it just an accident...
If it's on purpose, what's the reason behind it then?

Just hope that it was just a some error occuring while talking,
and not how people say it would be.
Cause i really don't want to believe that YOU are that kinda person...
I'll be really sad if you really were...

Fingers-crossed~
Hope you'd be as good-hearted of a person as you are pretty on the outside :]
People do like you for what they believe you are like, so do us a favour and just not be bad!
Will appreciate it de =)


Quote of the day (totally unrelated to the above topic) : The best thing about dreaming is not just being able to have it thought up but to know that you could really achieve it one day.

Wise eh! haha..
Another funny one below...

True right??

And this one...
Best place to smoke!

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haha.. Jokes over.
581 has to go now.
=)

Recently, I've found out that I've just accepted to many jobs without recalling how much I've already have in hand.
Most of them were what I really wanted to do but some are just plain &$%^&!
Sometimes I just wish that I could be heartless enough to just reject people's cry for help for the sake of not stressing out myself, or even just to not embarrass myself in front of millions and billions of eyes!
haha.
It ain't fun while it lasted!


My beautiful and clean chem practical paper!

Besides that, life hasn't been so cruel on me.
I had a heck of a day yesterday, fully filling up my day with tonnes of mixed&matched activities.
Did some "professional" talking, (if it's not too big of an ego to descibe it that way), with people.
Feels like a new point gained in the game of life! =D
Really looking forward to see how everything will turn out in the end!
Namo amitabha namo amitabha~


A night to remember.

Other than playing pro, I also enjoyed the time a few friends and I spent together, "lepak"-ing everywhere we go.
Tho, i can feel that some plans had been made earlier that i didn't know of with all those eye contact i see them giving to each other.
Or is it just me and my wild imaginations?!


The ones that made u cry~

We saw Mr. Lim too in snowhouse.
(very in eh~ just came back already know the in-est place to hang out!)
hahaha...
Didn't attent his come-back-(1dayonly)-but-farewell-(forever)-party that was held in Kimball Restaurant tho, cause had plans with other friends liao.
But was great to be able to see him again.
How kind of him to come back for just to see us, his ex-students!
Sorry, i didn't go~
He looks the same and sounds the same with that used-to-be-very-loud-and-irritating-voice.
haha.
Check out the video they took of his speech on chee ern's facebook page!


Pretty colours!

Ah~
Gonna be in lee lee's in two hours time.
She's having her advance-sweet-sixteen-birthday-celebration!
Happy birthday my friend!


ur pretty gift done by your's truly~


I'm sixteen too this year, but i didn't have any celebration at all.
Come to think of it, it was the most normally-celebrated birthday i've ever had!
It was just like any other normal days except for blowing candles to end the day.
Part of the reason, was to not mafan my parents.
(I've realised how hard and tired they've been working non-stop for the past 25 year just so that we can live better day after day. I respect you for that! xoxo, love you always.)


Pretty.. it shud have gotten 1st place!

The other reason just so happened to be because of how bad I felt for the whole don't-know-how-many-days, where my birthday just have to be so coincidently land in between one of the days.
I waited and waited for at least something special to happen on that day but it ,disappointingly, just passed by like that.
I remembered being very rebelious, at least i was thinking rebelious-ly, after that day.
Losing all my positively-charged-hyperness, I spent days after days high-ing while intensionally hugging onto those -'ve electrons.
Feel like one of those Tim Burton movies, dark and spookie. Gothic!

Corpse Bride!
Hate being like that! Tho, i can't deny that I like the image~hehe.

At least now i feel better.
Tho, i still constantly have flash-backs of those emu days~
=(


Fun fun fun!

People i came across this few days have been so negative, unexpectedly influencing the above statements i made. haha.
Sorry if it made u emu too!
Back to the negative people story.
They just have to learn that things we come acroos have many different ways to face and we can always not choose the bad ones.
It depend 100% percent of how u wanna look at things!
So -'ve people out there, go earth youself!
hahaha... too much physics -___-'''


i want the dark blue de!! hahaha...

Have to get ready for the B'day party now~
Ciao people.
:)

A reminder to self

This is a reminder to myself to blog soon...
I don want it to die~
Am i too busy or too lazy to blog??
Not sure... =D
Will blog when i feel like too...
Will put up photos too to make it interesting!

see ya soon. =]

I heart pretty stuff =)

Hey hey!
How's everybody doing nowadays?? i wonder...
It had been kinda calm for me with a liiiittle bit of going uphill along the way.
Haha.
Let's put it this way, I'm not going at 0 km/h now, it went up to 0.1 km/h i guess...
I guess only some of you out there knows what I'm talking about.
*ahem** Cin, Ness, Mel
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Every school day had been the same except for this
thursday, 4th of June
Went out with two friends, whom i never went out with before, for a movie, dinner and "snow".
Tho everything was kinda akward, i enjoyed it pretty much.
*we sat down and just talked about random stuff..
But all was fine. x)
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Do any of you know where I can get oil-based marker pens???
Cause I've been wanting to draw on this thing since i bought it...
But I just can't find any OB markers.

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Random Pictures Up Ahead.
Birthday Gifts Received This Year!

They are lovely... I love 'em all =)
Thank you for even remembering my Birthday =') (hehe, emo~)
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The sony-ericsons.
From top: LeeAnn, Cin, Mel



The CHMS student body.



Cool, no?



No idea what emotion this is...



I heart the black one!



The wise. I respect u.



Pretty~!


Love,
Blogger 581

Teh Tarik and Roti Kahwin

Here's the Teh Tarik and Roti Kahwin that I wanna show-off to JuDY.

Wahahaha...

Can't get any of this in OZ now eh~

The oh-so-classic C.A.Mohammah's Teh Tarik and Roti Kahwin

mmmmMMmmmmm~

XD

It's actually not that good la.

Just wanna show it off with skill,

so, no choice.

Have to exagerate xD

Cute ain't she?

Her mother told me to show off to JuDY de.

Hahahahha..

Opps, Shouldn't have said that~

U saw nothing dajie.. XD

Focus on ur lee bing bing and forget that i said that..

hahahhaha

Mayday~listening to em' now

NICE!! haha. that all..

Replies:

Vanessa: hahaha, ok. But my mum and dad says there really is such a brand eh~

They say it's a man brand. Quite old already... hahaha.

JuDY: lalala.... Still like chinese tea better X]

Rui: owkay~ hate... HATE GAMBLERS!!

The beauty of randomness: I'm leaving~ Bye! haha...Jk...

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Nothing to blog about now..

It had been really boring after the exams...

Wuu..except the fact that we got 5th place in the energy sketch thingy...

CANNOT BLAME, we only practiced for 2/3 days...

were busy with exams leh.. hahaha..

Not bad already lu!

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Photos to share:

i'm delicious

i did this during admath revision...

Shhh~

Had this after lunch on 30th of May

Guess what it is~!

a whole afternoon in the saloon with dajie =)

and freaked out by the one below.

And they call her the princess..

BRrrr...~

Cute leh~ hahaha.

Venue: Rack 06,Vege section,Utama Grand

"May all your dreams come true~..."

I'm lovin' this pic.. it's pretty yet so creepy!

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Toodles!